My Suicide story

I’ve never written a suicide note, I’ve never placed an explanation in the palm of my loved ones hands. Maybe this is because I’m not fully certain why I attempted to kill myself. Was it the clear cutting voice of the devil, telling me I needed to end my life. Perhaps it was the chaos […]

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Wild Fire

Breath in, breath deep and know its okay to move. I’ve danced to the music of this world so many times. Ive entrained its lyrics through my mind as they seeped into my heart. I’ve sang songs in the face of devil and told myself I was only half broken. As if shattered isn’t the […]

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Love Bound

I’ve had times where I’ve been so in love with the Lord that I could feel such a powerful consuming fire within me. I’ve had times where its been calm waters, where I read my scripture, prayed, and went to church but didn’t feel great and amazing things. Still I knew Christ was there and […]

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Mountains at my feet

Sometimes, as children of God we run up our mountain path chasing goodness as if it was a butterfly dancing in the wind. I know Christ is there with us with a heart filled with light. He delights in our joy and praises our faith, as he sings hallelujah with us as we reach for […]

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water beneath my palm

For some daysI’m not the girl in the pond who sees the clarity of Jesus weighed beneath her fingertips. Whether it be church community, the Bible, or the knowledge that I should pray as much as I breath. Sometimes this isn’t what I see beneathn my hands because I’m still standing at the top of […]

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Baptism Testimony

Baptism Testimony The hour I first believed it wasn’t the light show that made the coliseums glow, that struck the cords of my violin heart. You humbled yourself down from your kingdom from your crown to the harvest of my soul to plant one single seed I called hope. That was just the beginning the […]

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